Writer's Block oh Writer's Block

Why do you torture me so. Its been a year since I've made a post and its been just about the same amount of time that I have written ANYTHING decent. I have it bad I need some inspiration like grumpy people need their morning cup of joe. I feel Like im being punished as ridiculous as that sounds. For what, why? Just something anything good to let me know I still got it. I am struggling to gain it back. I used to have an urgency, a need to write that couldnt be quenched or forgotten til I sat down and wrote. Maybe I have had too much drained from me to the point where even writing is sucked from me too. Let's see if I get hit with a bubble of inspiration.